Obedience, pain and humiliation define me. I have been made aware that serving superiors is my role. By my surrender and being claimed by the imposition of a dominant's will, my delusions of self-worth are stripped away. By enduring pain, I can demonstrate the breadth of my commitment. Humiiation can strip away the last vesstiges of dignity that a sub might cling to, and lay him bare and exposed for what he has become.
I am an experienced bottom. I want more. Of course, it is my duty to nurse your cock as though it is a lifeline... but I ache for your efforts to test my limits. I have tried to prepare, but self-administered insertions and pain can never compare to what you would do to me. Nothing can prepare me for you, Sir!!
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My Ideal Person:
I have a deep-seated craving for abuse beyond sexuality. I want to be dominated. I want to be bewildered and desperately try to please you. I want my conqueror to realize his power and demonstrate it by the means he has longed to incorporate. My fears and expectations are irrelevant. As you implement your Master plan and command me, I obediently comply, and consequently... I suffer and you are, not simply satiated or amused, but fulfilled..
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